Well Miss Ninya, they can stop you from hearing from me, they can tell you i dont love you, they can charge me for ringing you, but they cannot stop me publishing that i do love you and what is happening. The real version that is, not the version that your granny conjures up in her psychopathic unconscionable head.

Tuesday, 22 January 2008

Court Again in 2 Days Sweetheart - Granny's got nothing better to do with her time again.


Yep you guess it chicky. I have to go into the courts again on Thursday. This time because i tried to ring to talk to you. And as you probably know you granny told the police that i threatened to kill her - so the police made orders that i am not allowed to contact her. Thing is, who would want to contact anybody that evil anyhow, except for the devil himself. I only wanted to talk to you - which we're only ever been able to do when you answer the phone and not granny.

Dont worry sweetheart i have heaps of recorded conversations in which granny deliberately tells me that you are not there and that she doesn't know where you are and that she doesn't know when you'll be home.

Maybe that's because she left you locked in the car again - which the toukley police and docs seem to think is okay.

How many times have you been in the car when granny has had to blow in the bag and been let off for drinking and driving? Try and remember these things because one day somebody will listen to us. We also have affidavits of other people who have been supposed to get a lift home with granny from clubs but she was way to drunk to drive and they were so scared to get into the car with her.

I know that has happened with you because i know she has taken you to peoples places and drank a whole bottle of scotch and then driven you home.

What about the day when we seen each other at court and she awas at the bowling club before she picked you up from school and drove you drunk to newcastle. I even told the court supervisor why she was going to be late and that court lady di lockzincheck didn't even care.

Di lockingchaezkl the court lady didn't give much of a shit about you at all did she? what about the fact that 8 out of 9 times that i seen you you were sick and had sniffles and looked very unwell and were dressed most inappropriately. Or the day you had bruises all over your little body. That Di lady didn't even make any notes for the court people to look at because she just couldn't be bothered.

Don't worry sweetheart, it's not that they don't care about you or me or whats going on, its that they're just not smart enough to be able to decipher the difference between a real problem and a force-faked on - like all the ones your granny comes out with.

I know its' been 5 years, and believe me there hasn't been a minute in any day where i don't think about you or try and get this disgusing situation sorted otu. Its jsut so bloody hard. I had drug tests to show i didn't smoke pot. I even offered to have them every single day so long as granny paid for them but nobody would still acknowledge that what granny was saying was nothing but dirty lies.

It's been the hardest 5 years of my life, and yoours too, unfortunately the scars for you will last alot longer because you are so you. But never forget how much i love you, and unlike granny with me, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU MICHAELA. And i will always be there for you michaela, no matter what happens or what you do. Wouldnt matter what you did, you are my beautiful little girl and i love you very much. And I always will.

YOUR GRANDMOTHER WILL ROT IN HELL FOR HER ACTIONS. MARK MY WORDS. I BELIEVE IN KARMA, that's how i live. What you send out comes back.

I love you Michaela-Lei.
Mummy

AND PS: FOR YOU LESLIE AND TRISH : "NANNA LOVES YOU TOO. VERY MUCH" GET THEM APPLES UP YA! In fact, I bet nanna would like to post a few blogs also. :[-)