How To Eradicate Cockroaches & Make Your Own Ferret DVD

After hundreds of dollars of buying just about every product on the market to kill the small cockroaches, I have finally discovered the ultimate eradicater.  And just how simple is it, you fill a ceramic container with a bit of beer and place it where the problem is located and off the ugly little buggers go to drink and drown.  Not only that theres a whole recycle thing happening with both the ferrets and the chookies coming in to drink the beer and cockroaches.   As you can see the ceramic dish works fantastic and you dont have to drain the dead ones out because the animals clean them out every morning.  No wonder I have such placid chooks and ferrets.

The picture in the middle shows Butter-Belle caught in the DVD holder this morning.  Don't know how she managed to get herself in there, but boy she gets stuck in some wierd places sometimes.  A few nights ago she got herself caught under the stove - while it was on.  When we got her out, she was rather warm.

I LOVE YOU MISS MICHAELA.  Last night you were in my dreams again.

Pippi Doing Some Gardening Today In The Backyard

These photos were taken from my upstairs window while Pippi was just playing in the garden.  As you can see, she's basically ringbarking the bottom of the big tree and pruning the palm trees.  These are the things she does when its been raining heaps and I haven't taken her across to the beach at least twice a day.

Some of the Presents I have Bought for You Ninya.

 

Im sure you rememb er how i told you i would buy you a present each week until you were returned to me ???  Well i thought i would take a few photos just to show you i have kept my word.   I am sure your granny has told you i have never tried to give you anything but the truth is that everytime i have tried she has rang the police and fed them a heap of bullshit and then fed you a heap of bullshit.  Anyway sweetheart heres a few photos of some of the stuff i have still here waiting for you.

 

Todays Photos of our Family ...

     

Thought it was about time to take a few more photos of the kids.  Up on my shoulders attacking my head we have Lucy.  Lucy came to us after her mother ran away and the other mothers in her tribe refused to feed her.  She's been totally spoilt and runs amok and is very used to getting her own way.

Nugget on the other hand has his paws on Kaffeinnes head telling him to bugger off out of his cage.  Nugget is on holidays with us again as his owners are working away.  Nuggets a completely spoilt little ferret.  He's currently very choosy about his food and normally eats scotch fillet steak, minced veal, mince pork, chicken breast chopped up, however at the moment he's being a real bugger and hot eating any of this.  I guess he's on a liquid diet of pet milk.  FERRETS ARE LACTOSE INTOLERANT.

Buddy on the bottom left is my big beautiful boy who escaped with Kaffeinne and five other brothers and sisters over a year ago after some idiot set off  crackers near our house.  They ripped up the cage and left.  Fortunately we found his twin sisters Ruby and Scooby in the laundry, and these two boys were found up the road by a lovely neighbour a week later.

The bub in the middle has yet to be named.  We bought her and her sister a few weeks ago from another breeder to sell.  However they're both very beautiful so I guess they're staying.

Pippi-Monster busted stealing Eggs again.

Last week I left the chilli garden gate open and Pippi taxed all the bloody chook eggs.  No evidence to prove such statements however circumstantial evidence shows I have never had a day when all my chooks did not lay an egg.

This morning however we have caught the culprit in action --- have a look at this photo and tell me she didn't knock off the third egg!

What's In the Backyard ...

 

Well Ninya, you remember how  i tried to make a garden once and all we ended up growing was redbacks?  Well this time i'm doing a lot better.  Probably with a bit of exceptional bit of coaxing from Nanna and Nev.

I guess the last time you got to speak to Nanna was when

your granny made you ring her and ask if you could come over and visit and then she wouldn't let you.  I bet this makes you sad.  It would make me sad and I would tell everybody what a horrible granny i have.

Any how I took some photos of the yard today for you to see close up because i know the only time you get to see it is when your grandmother has had a few scotches and plucks up the courage to drive past or sit out the front of our home.

Dont worry, one day you can just tell her to get fucked and come on over here.  She wont be able to do anything about it.  Actually you could help yourself by telling people who love you and care about you all the nasty sly things your granny does to you.  Shelly would be a good start becuause her and her mum absolutely adore you and i know that given the chance they would help you.

Sad News, Rusty Died Last Week.

My favourite little psycho chook Rusty was buried out in the backyard last week after she became quite unwell.  Rusty used to love smashing the chilli plants and they're going to be a long time in recovery to ever look as good as they did before the old girl came along.  Rusty was one of our chooks that came from the Egg Farm at Erina, and like so many chookies was mistreated before she came to us so never really liked being patted as did the other girls. 

We did have many feats with her though, as she would eventually come all the way up the stairs and into the house with the other chooks for their good morning hellos'.  Rusty was a beautiful chooky and will be well missed.

We have buried her out the back and are going to cover her with one of the beautiful chilli bushes she used to love to eat.

For The Love Of Money on Ellis Beach, FNQ

 It's sad how the old saying money is the root of all evil is so true.  Even sadder how money  can destroy families by taking over the very people who love them.  Take my mother for instance.  She sold her soul to the devil for a block of land, some lovely furniture and a few hundred dollars a week.

She might think she's happy but everyone knows she's not.  How could she be?  She lives to destroy the very people that have always loved her just for a little more financial security.  And for those of us who have been down on the scourge of our knees with our last cent can tell you that some of the best times we ever had was when we had absolutely nothing.

Some of the best memories I have are of being in the far north queensland with nothing more than a friend, a swag, some weetbix and powdered milk, a fishing line and my stash.  We were as broke as all shit, but had the best and most unforgettable weekends ever known.

Ellis Beach 1994 was one of them weekends with a friend of mine, Scott who i manage to see once every blue moon.  He was a friend of a friend, and we ended up at Ellis Beach with hardly a nicklel to scratch our arse. 

We never caught a fish, but we went wandering that night into the camp site and met some lovely people who had piss and food and shared with us as we shared our stash.  We all awoke the next morning on the most beautiful beach as the sun was rising with the strangest feeling of being cold even though it was the middle of summer.   When I looked down the water was lapping at my feet as the tide was on its way up and not far from my knees.  Since then, i make sure to sleep way past the high tide mark.

My mother could never have such wonderful memories as this, because she just cannot share.  She has to have it all.  And how very sad for her.

Our Newest Family Member - PIPPI

Pippi came to us the day nanna died, unbeknownst to us.  Her owners were looking after their father who needed daily dialysis and could no longer keep her.  She's a BULMATION.  That is Bully X Dalmation.  She's 5 1/2 months old and very disobedient.  She loves the beach, and only comes if she's got nothing better to do.  She loves the odd bit of gardening too and is most lovely to our chookies.

I know these pics are pretty crap but they're all i have at the moment as the batteries for the digicam are flat.

"The Promise"

One of the last nights i spent with my nanna, we both talked for hours. Nanna did a lot more talking (as usual - ha ha), and some of it was a little hard to understand because of the oxygen mask she was wearing. She told me lots of things, and she made me promise a few things also.  These promises I will keep because I love my nanna, she meant the world to me and to keep her promise is to show her how much i love her still, and always will.  Nanna made me promise i would get to know you, and to look after you. I will keep true to my word.

I will firstly say that she did tell me about what happened, and how some people are trying to force you to sweep it under the mat. I will say to this that this will never help you get over such things and that people should be made responsible for their actions no matter how hard it may seem. Particularly if you seem to have some of your own family against you.    I will stand side by side with you, and give you all the support possible to help with what can be such a daunting job, should you wish. I would never let you feel alone and should you ever want to talk, even if its just about the weather, just call.    I will also say that quite often the abuser was abused himself. Have you ever asked why they did this. Maybe this could help you find some inner peace.

Till then, Marney.

The NSW Police vs Marney MacDonald and Protect Well Known Psychopath - Again!

These documents show how the Toukley Police arrested and charged me for ringing my daughter. 

They went on to call me a jobless drug-addict who is incapable of looking after my daughter. 

It also shows Cheryle MacDonald saying how she "TOOK CUSTODY OF HER GRANDAUGHTER BECAUSE OF MY INABILITY TO LOOK AFTER MICHAELA WHEN TAKING DRUGS !!!"

I don't know whether its her audacity or her stupidity that makes me laugh more and more at this stuff.  Michaela is nearly ten years old.  She does have a brain for herself and in a few years she is going to be able to read every single thing her grandmother wrote about her and her mother. 

READ THIS MICHAELA.  SEE WHAT GRANNY'S ALL ABOUT.  SHE'S A LOVELY PERSON ISN'T SHE...  DO YOU REMEMBER THIS ???  OR DO YOU JUST REMEMBER HOW SHE AND GRANDAD FORCED YOU TO LIE ABOUT ME AND SAY YOU SAW ME SMOKING "DOPE".

 

 

Today I'm Going To Blog Myself To High Heaven ... Because That's Where They Sent My Beautiful Nanna ...

I said "To Be Continued previously", and that was for the reason that today I have a hell of a lot to say. After Leslie telling my best friend that the reason I was not invited to my nanna's funeral was quote because of the stunt i tried to pull at the hospital, end quote. For those of you wondering what this nasty little bitch is referring to ... she's referring to the fact that I tried to get my nanna out of Wyong Hospital and into a private hospital for which my nanna had paid into for some 50 years. I know this because my nanna told me this. Leslie called my trumps and had the hospital keep my nanna there till they finally let her swallow enough vomit down into her lungs that it eventually killed her. Well she showed me didnt she.

Good on you Leslie, another one for you. But just quietly how disrespectful to only have people at my nanna's funeral that you wanted there? It wasn't your funeral you selfish selfish girl, it was your mothers. And I looked after her till she died. I took her shopping, I took her to the doctors, I took her out and to the beach, and to the cemetary to lay flowers for Noel and Pat. I took her to Bunnings.

You really showed the world what sort of person you were by doing this, and now everyone can see you for what you are. Your own needs were more important to you than your own mothers at her own funeral. As for you Trish, I think you're teaching the wrong classes. You should be teaching Economics because you sure know how to make a quick buck. You may think this is a little gross information - but let me tell you, this is just the beginning. I intend on telling you every detail of abuse that the nurses and that hospital system allowed my beautiful nanna to be put through. First of all, I will tell you that i have visited my nanna's grave today and could not believe that not one miserable person put anything on my nanna's grave to show they loved her. Yes, there were nice flowers there, but me and nanna put them there for Noel and Pat on Valentines Day this year (2008).

My nanna was one of the most beautiful people i ever knew. She would never hurt a soul and she only ever was nice to people. She had the best jokes i ever heard anybody tell and a sense of humour that would make a good person blush. I spent the last six months with my nanna almost full time, and I tell you it was one of the best times of my life. We went everywhere and i dragged my nanna everywhere i could possibly take her. So to watch hospital staff treat my nanna so appaulingly as you will soon understand, was one of the most painful experiences i could possibly imagine. What made it even harder was the fact that her daughter (the only heir to her inheritance) fought me all the way on looking after my nanna.

I guess we had alterior motives. I wanted my nanna to live, as her money meant nothing to me, and Leslie wanted the opposite... You think I'm wrong? Well first questions first ... Why the hell did Leslie allow her mother to be treated in a public hospital when private insurance was prepaid? If Leslie was such the loving daughter, why was my nanna not transferred almost immediately upon being taken to hospital to a private hospital, which my nanna obviously wanted because she fuckingwell paid for it.

Secondly, when and after she had failed to obtain a private hospital bed, and I obtained one for my nanna at Toronto, did Leslie refuse to have my nanna be transferred? She overrode my nanna's choice to have private hospital and made her stay in a hospital that had staff that quite happily murdered my nanna. Oh, Dear. Leslie stood to inherit my nanna's house ... three hundred thousands dollars worth. I guess Leslie had lots and lots of reasons to keep my nanna on a hospital that she knew damn well was going to kill her. And I thought my mother and money was the root of all evil. No wonder these two women always hated each other, they are exactly the same.

Wyong Hospital Murdering Elderly Patients

My nanna was admitted to Wyong Hospital a few weeks ago with constipation. She left in a body bag. Let me tell you what events occurred whilst my nanna was left to die in this hospital so the greedy little pigs in her inheretance could get what they state they're entitled to.

Let me also tell you that her daughter (greedly little pig number 1), refused to let me know the details of the funeral despite the fact that she knew that i had provided basically full-time care for her mother for at least six months.

Let me also tell you that my nanna had paid into private health insurance for over 50 years to see that she would be given the best treatement at a private hospital should the need arise.

Too bad I was only my nanna's legal carer (with all signed paperwork) and that her daughter listed as next of kin was able to pull rank and ensure my nanna got the worst possible care at Wyong Hospital, to the point where she was murdered by complete and utter neglect by the nursing staff and doctor death.

Leslie, the daughter pulled rank and refused to let my nanna be transferred into a private hospital which i had organised to try and save my nannas life.

TO BE CONTINUED ...

Have A Go At This - NSW Police at their best again !!!

How the NSW Police are allowed to get away with such attrocious behaviour has got me absolutely fucked.  The audacity of this fucking pig to write a letter using Police letterhead and authority in an attempt to further harass me is outrageous. 

This man has completely abused his position by attempting to use his position to cover up the fact that another NSW police officer - Sharon McCarthy has deliberately lied and fraudulently written police statements.

This officer is trying to shut me up and what he is basically saying is that you as a rape victim of the NSW police are not allowed to speak out and defend yourself.  You must not ever go public with what a dirty cop has done to you or we will continue to harass you and threaten you with letters as such.

For what its worth I rang Mr Cooley upon arrival of this letter and explained the situation to his answering machine as he declined to answer his phone and politely told him this.  I am still awaiting Senior Constable Sharon McCarthy's letter or something about taking me to the SUPREME COURT!

PS: SENIOR Constable McArthy is obviously not aware that people are JAILED FOR Section 121's - MEDIA IN FAMILY LAW.  Maybe she would like to peruse back through the document she and my mother submitted to the court procedure which incidentally was thrown out.

DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN CHERRY SAID SHE HOPES TRISH DOES OF COT DEATH???

You were pretty quick to try and have a go at me but have you ever had a go at your sister in law for saying she hoped your daughter died of cot death leslie???????

WHERE ARE YOUR BALLS NOW. Things like that still upset your mother so if you really are concerned about her how about starting from scratch and rectifying issues that have been hurting her for a long time.

WHAT ABOUT YOU TRISH??? She said it about you!

Court Again in 2 Days Sweetheart - Granny's got nothing better to do with her time again.

Yep you guess it chicky. I have to go into the courts again on Thursday. This time because i tried to ring to talk to you. And as you probably know you granny told the police that i threatened to kill her - so the police made orders that i am not allowed to contact her. Thing is, who would want to contact anybody that evil anyhow, except for the devil himself. I only wanted to talk to you - which we're only ever been able to do when you answer the phone and not granny.

Dont worry sweetheart i have heaps of recorded conversations in which granny deliberately tells me that you are not there and that she doesn't know where you are and that she doesn't know when you'll be home.

Maybe that's because she left you locked in the car again - which the toukley police and docs seem to think is okay.

How many times have you been in the car when granny has had to blow in the bag and been let off for drinking and driving? Try and remember these things because one day somebody will listen to us. We also have affidavits of other people who have been supposed to get a lift home with granny from clubs but she was way to drunk to drive and they were so scared to get into the car with her.

I know that has happened with you because i know she has taken you to peoples places and drank a whole bottle of scotch and then driven you home.

What about the day when we seen each other at court and she awas at the bowling club before she picked you up from school and drove you drunk to newcastle. I even told the court supervisor why she was going to be late and that court lady di lockzincheck didn't even care.

Di lockingchaezkl the court lady didn't give much of a shit about you at all did she? what about the fact that 8 out of 9 times that i seen you you were sick and had sniffles and looked very unwell and were dressed most inappropriately. Or the day you had bruises all over your little body. That Di lady didn't even make any notes for the court people to look at because she just couldn't be bothered.

Don't worry sweetheart, it's not that they don't care about you or me or whats going on, its that they're just not smart enough to be able to decipher the difference between a real problem and a force-faked on - like all the ones your granny comes out with.

I know its' been 5 years, and believe me there hasn't been a minute in any day where i don't think about you or try and get this disgusing situation sorted otu. Its jsut so bloody hard. I had drug tests to show i didn't smoke pot. I even offered to have them every single day so long as granny paid for them but nobody would still acknowledge that what granny was saying was nothing but dirty lies.

It's been the hardest 5 years of my life, and yoours too, unfortunately the scars for you will last alot longer because you are so you. But never forget how much i love you, and unlike granny with me, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU MICHAELA. And i will always be there for you michaela, no matter what happens or what you do. Wouldnt matter what you did, you are my beautiful little girl and i love you very much. And I always will.

YOUR GRANDMOTHER WILL ROT IN HELL FOR HER ACTIONS. MARK MY WORDS. I BELIEVE IN KARMA, that's how i live. What you send out comes back.

I love you Michaela-Lei.
Mummy

AND PS: FOR YOU LESLIE AND TRISH : "NANNA LOVES YOU TOO. VERY MUCH" GET THEM APPLES UP YA! In fact, I bet nanna would like to post a few blogs also. :[-)

Hello Leslie and Trish - ATTN ALL IDIOTS : COURT IS FRIDAY - ALL THOSE WHO DIDN'T RECEIVE NOTICES IE NANNA WERE NOT SUBPOENED. YOU FELL FOR LIES AGAIN

How dare you gutless little pigs ring me up and whinge at me because you dont have the balls to stand up for yourself to cherry macdonald. you let her now use you as a pawn to fire bullets at me. you say you love my daughter michaela. what a bloody joke. do you really think that michaela is going to give two hoots about you when she knows that you never once stood up for her or tried to help her. who gives a crap about christmas and birthday presents.

I NEVER MADE YOU HER GOD PARENTS. AND NOR WOULD I EVER. Michaelas god parents are jane and barb. They are the women who have always looked after and cared for michaela and tried to get her away from the evil claws of my sick mother.

You were only ever a strategic move - my mother making you two godparents, can't you see that. 20 years of her being a bitch to you leslie and now they ring you up to upset you and make out they're upsetting their mother and its my fault?????? Come on. Why don't you have the balls to turn around and tell them if they ever involve you mother in any kind of stressful stuff you'll tear em apart. Oh, that's right. it's easier to pass the buck and try and blame me for what they're doing rather than making them responsible..

By the way, this is my blog. And so long as what i write is the truth and without malice i am free to write what i want. If you don't like it write your own blog.

And don't you forget if your mother isn't allowed to go into the courts and say what she has to say about my mother- then when she passes on her soul will not rest in peace. And that would be your fault. She is not senile and she is not without wit so how dare you try and tell her what she can and cannot do.

Why don't you have the balls to tackle your lovely little brother and sister in law about the fact that they have been threatening to put your mother ina nursing home and go for half the inheretence that is to be left for you?????

GET SOME BALLS LESLIE.

Wake up. and dont you ever dare ring me again.

You're not god mother, you're godawful.

Your Granny SMSing Me

Hello Sweetheart, how are you today? Good I hope. I'm okay as well but still miss you very very much. Today I sold one of the baby ferrets to a lovely man who also has another baby ferret. The money will help to pay for the food they eat, and boy, they eat. They love liver and chicken and mince and lamb.
I take nanna's dinner down to her nearly every day to help save her cooking for just herself. I love doing this and she loves my cooking. Yesterday there was a spider on her arm so i am going to spray the place today for her.
Aunty Michelle tells me you will be seeing her on New Years so maybe I will call over and say hello. ha ha ha ha ha.
Granny sent me a text yesterday because she is trying to get me charged again. I guess she was hoping that i would ring her back and then she could call the police and have me locked up again. But i didn't and i will just keep the messages and show them to the judge in january so he can see that she is a big liar and just trying to stop you ever talking to me.
I love you with all my heart and will see you soon.
XXXXX Marney Mac

I'm trying to help baby. I will never stop trying.

Hello sweetheart, todays actions are making the public aware of what our first solicitors done to us. How they made me unable to help and protect you and how their greedy monetary minded actions forced our unnecessary separation.

I am going to ensure that everybody in the world knows that aubrey brown solicitors at wyong do not work to protect children. They work to make money and help children be taken away from their parents so they can make even more money.

I will do this until everybody knows and maybe darling, I will be able to save a few more innocent little beautiful kids like yourself from being taken away from the people who love you most in the world.

I love you always, and there's not a moment in the day goes past that i do not think of you.

All my love, MUMMY.

Last Sunday Of Full Moon

These are photos taken of my best friend who was violently attacked with a golf club. His head was fractured, he has bleeding on the brain and a blood clot and there are various other bruises and markings from the beating taken with the club. He is extremely luck to be alive and not a vegetable.

Ferrets For You

Hello sweetheart I hope you are doing well. I am so sorry that your nasty evil grandmother forced you to ring your nanna the other day to ask if you could go see her knowing full well that your granny was lying. She did this because she knew i was at our nanna's and she wanted to upset both nanna and me. Only a very nasty person would use you to try and hurt someone else. Do not feel guilty about having to do this because me and nanna know very well that granny made you do this. We would have loved to have seen you as well but when grandad drove past without you we knew this wasn't going to happen.

Everybody knows that your granny is very sick in the head, and don't you worry we will never stop trying to get you away from that monster. Nanna and me love you very much and are doing what we can but in the mean time, you do what you have to to survive because no matter what happens or what your grandmother forces you to do we will always love you. Always Michaela.

See you soon honey.

Love always,
Mummy and Nanna.

Beach Summer and Fun

Did You Get to See the Huge Ship at Stockton Beach?

How are you today? I thought of you this morning as i headed over the beach to have a look at the water and remember how much we used to head over the surf and take Bullet with us. Remember when we used to go snorkelling all the time out at the Rock Pool and you would just take off way out the back and I would have to come and get you becasue I was too chicken to snorkel out there myself? Tough thing you always were.

I miss doing all those things with you and i really dont do them much because it just isn't the same. I do try and go over the beach pretty much every day because as you would know it is straight out the front of our home.

It took me a long time to be able to go over the beach as well because when i did all i could do was think about you and then i would cry for how much i was missing you.

I still cry. I cry every other day and there's hardly a minute in my days that go by that you are not in my thoughts.

I love you so much Michaela,

And I always will.

Mummy xxxxxxxxxxx

Rusty's Egg Stash

For 2 weeks now I have searched the yard high and low looking for all the eggs that I know Rusty laid. Naughty chook she is - she hides her eggs and she eats all the leaves off our chilli plants. We found 16 eggs today under the rubbish heap.

Our Chookies

Here are our chookies Michaela. You would really love them, they are heaps cool. The white fluffy one is Fluffy and the black fluffy one is Nutter.

We have 5 brown girls who are called Tumbi and Umbi (because that's where we got them), Losty because she was lost before she came to us, Rusty and Tonto.

We did have the big white boy rooster but had to get him another home because he made to much noise.

As you can see by the chickens on the table they come inside anytime they feel like it by jumping in the kitchen window.
They annoy the ferrets because they steal their food but they are beautiful and give us lovely tasty eggs to eat.