"The Promise"

One of the last nights i spent with my nanna, we both talked for hours. Nanna did a lot more talking (as usual - ha ha), and some of it was a little hard to understand because of the oxygen mask she was wearing. She told me lots of things, and she made me promise a few things also.  These promises I will keep because I love my nanna, she meant the world to me and to keep her promise is to show her how much i love her still, and always will.  Nanna made me promise i would get to know you, and to look after you. I will keep true to my word.

I will firstly say that she did tell me about what happened, and how some people are trying to force you to sweep it under the mat. I will say to this that this will never help you get over such things and that people should be made responsible for their actions no matter how hard it may seem. Particularly if you seem to have some of your own family against you.    I will stand side by side with you, and give you all the support possible to help with what can be such a daunting job, should you wish. I would never let you feel alone and should you ever want to talk, even if its just about the weather, just call.    I will also say that quite often the abuser was abused himself. Have you ever asked why they did this. Maybe this could help you find some inner peace.

Till then, Marney.

The NSW Police vs Marney MacDonald and Protect Well Known Psychopath - Again!

These documents show how the Toukley Police arrested and charged me for ringing my daughter. 

They went on to call me a jobless drug-addict who is incapable of looking after my daughter. 

It also shows Cheryle MacDonald saying how she "TOOK CUSTODY OF HER GRANDAUGHTER BECAUSE OF MY INABILITY TO LOOK AFTER MICHAELA WHEN TAKING DRUGS !!!"

I don't know whether its her audacity or her stupidity that makes me laugh more and more at this stuff.  Michaela is nearly ten years old.  She does have a brain for herself and in a few years she is going to be able to read every single thing her grandmother wrote about her and her mother. 

READ THIS MICHAELA.  SEE WHAT GRANNY'S ALL ABOUT.  SHE'S A LOVELY PERSON ISN'T SHE...  DO YOU REMEMBER THIS ???  OR DO YOU JUST REMEMBER HOW SHE AND GRANDAD FORCED YOU TO LIE ABOUT ME AND SAY YOU SAW ME SMOKING "DOPE".

 

 

Today I'm Going To Blog Myself To High Heaven ... Because That's Where They Sent My Beautiful Nanna ...

I said "To Be Continued previously", and that was for the reason that today I have a hell of a lot to say. After Leslie telling my best friend that the reason I was not invited to my nanna's funeral was quote because of the stunt i tried to pull at the hospital, end quote. For those of you wondering what this nasty little bitch is referring to ... she's referring to the fact that I tried to get my nanna out of Wyong Hospital and into a private hospital for which my nanna had paid into for some 50 years. I know this because my nanna told me this. Leslie called my trumps and had the hospital keep my nanna there till they finally let her swallow enough vomit down into her lungs that it eventually killed her. Well she showed me didnt she.

Good on you Leslie, another one for you. But just quietly how disrespectful to only have people at my nanna's funeral that you wanted there? It wasn't your funeral you selfish selfish girl, it was your mothers. And I looked after her till she died. I took her shopping, I took her to the doctors, I took her out and to the beach, and to the cemetary to lay flowers for Noel and Pat. I took her to Bunnings.

You really showed the world what sort of person you were by doing this, and now everyone can see you for what you are. Your own needs were more important to you than your own mothers at her own funeral. As for you Trish, I think you're teaching the wrong classes. You should be teaching Economics because you sure know how to make a quick buck. You may think this is a little gross information - but let me tell you, this is just the beginning. I intend on telling you every detail of abuse that the nurses and that hospital system allowed my beautiful nanna to be put through. First of all, I will tell you that i have visited my nanna's grave today and could not believe that not one miserable person put anything on my nanna's grave to show they loved her. Yes, there were nice flowers there, but me and nanna put them there for Noel and Pat on Valentines Day this year (2008).

My nanna was one of the most beautiful people i ever knew. She would never hurt a soul and she only ever was nice to people. She had the best jokes i ever heard anybody tell and a sense of humour that would make a good person blush. I spent the last six months with my nanna almost full time, and I tell you it was one of the best times of my life. We went everywhere and i dragged my nanna everywhere i could possibly take her. So to watch hospital staff treat my nanna so appaulingly as you will soon understand, was one of the most painful experiences i could possibly imagine. What made it even harder was the fact that her daughter (the only heir to her inheritance) fought me all the way on looking after my nanna.

I guess we had alterior motives. I wanted my nanna to live, as her money meant nothing to me, and Leslie wanted the opposite... You think I'm wrong? Well first questions first ... Why the hell did Leslie allow her mother to be treated in a public hospital when private insurance was prepaid? If Leslie was such the loving daughter, why was my nanna not transferred almost immediately upon being taken to hospital to a private hospital, which my nanna obviously wanted because she fuckingwell paid for it.

Secondly, when and after she had failed to obtain a private hospital bed, and I obtained one for my nanna at Toronto, did Leslie refuse to have my nanna be transferred? She overrode my nanna's choice to have private hospital and made her stay in a hospital that had staff that quite happily murdered my nanna. Oh, Dear. Leslie stood to inherit my nanna's house ... three hundred thousands dollars worth. I guess Leslie had lots and lots of reasons to keep my nanna on a hospital that she knew damn well was going to kill her. And I thought my mother and money was the root of all evil. No wonder these two women always hated each other, they are exactly the same.

Wyong Hospital Murdering Elderly Patients

My nanna was admitted to Wyong Hospital a few weeks ago with constipation. She left in a body bag. Let me tell you what events occurred whilst my nanna was left to die in this hospital so the greedy little pigs in her inheretance could get what they state they're entitled to.

Let me also tell you that her daughter (greedly little pig number 1), refused to let me know the details of the funeral despite the fact that she knew that i had provided basically full-time care for her mother for at least six months.

Let me also tell you that my nanna had paid into private health insurance for over 50 years to see that she would be given the best treatement at a private hospital should the need arise.

Too bad I was only my nanna's legal carer (with all signed paperwork) and that her daughter listed as next of kin was able to pull rank and ensure my nanna got the worst possible care at Wyong Hospital, to the point where she was murdered by complete and utter neglect by the nursing staff and doctor death.

Leslie, the daughter pulled rank and refused to let my nanna be transferred into a private hospital which i had organised to try and save my nannas life.

TO BE CONTINUED ...

Have A Go At This - NSW Police at their best again !!!

How the NSW Police are allowed to get away with such attrocious behaviour has got me absolutely fucked.  The audacity of this fucking pig to write a letter using Police letterhead and authority in an attempt to further harass me is outrageous. 

This man has completely abused his position by attempting to use his position to cover up the fact that another NSW police officer - Sharon McCarthy has deliberately lied and fraudulently written police statements.

This officer is trying to shut me up and what he is basically saying is that you as a rape victim of the NSW police are not allowed to speak out and defend yourself.  You must not ever go public with what a dirty cop has done to you or we will continue to harass you and threaten you with letters as such.

For what its worth I rang Mr Cooley upon arrival of this letter and explained the situation to his answering machine as he declined to answer his phone and politely told him this.  I am still awaiting Senior Constable Sharon McCarthy's letter or something about taking me to the SUPREME COURT!

PS: SENIOR Constable McArthy is obviously not aware that people are JAILED FOR Section 121's - MEDIA IN FAMILY LAW.  Maybe she would like to peruse back through the document she and my mother submitted to the court procedure which incidentally was thrown out.

DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN CHERRY SAID SHE HOPES TRISH DOES OF COT DEATH???

You were pretty quick to try and have a go at me but have you ever had a go at your sister in law for saying she hoped your daughter died of cot death leslie???????

WHERE ARE YOUR BALLS NOW. Things like that still upset your mother so if you really are concerned about her how about starting from scratch and rectifying issues that have been hurting her for a long time.

WHAT ABOUT YOU TRISH??? She said it about you!

Court Again in 2 Days Sweetheart - Granny's got nothing better to do with her time again.

Yep you guess it chicky. I have to go into the courts again on Thursday. This time because i tried to ring to talk to you. And as you probably know you granny told the police that i threatened to kill her - so the police made orders that i am not allowed to contact her. Thing is, who would want to contact anybody that evil anyhow, except for the devil himself. I only wanted to talk to you - which we're only ever been able to do when you answer the phone and not granny.

Dont worry sweetheart i have heaps of recorded conversations in which granny deliberately tells me that you are not there and that she doesn't know where you are and that she doesn't know when you'll be home.

Maybe that's because she left you locked in the car again - which the toukley police and docs seem to think is okay.

How many times have you been in the car when granny has had to blow in the bag and been let off for drinking and driving? Try and remember these things because one day somebody will listen to us. We also have affidavits of other people who have been supposed to get a lift home with granny from clubs but she was way to drunk to drive and they were so scared to get into the car with her.

I know that has happened with you because i know she has taken you to peoples places and drank a whole bottle of scotch and then driven you home.

What about the day when we seen each other at court and she awas at the bowling club before she picked you up from school and drove you drunk to newcastle. I even told the court supervisor why she was going to be late and that court lady di lockzincheck didn't even care.

Di lockingchaezkl the court lady didn't give much of a shit about you at all did she? what about the fact that 8 out of 9 times that i seen you you were sick and had sniffles and looked very unwell and were dressed most inappropriately. Or the day you had bruises all over your little body. That Di lady didn't even make any notes for the court people to look at because she just couldn't be bothered.

Don't worry sweetheart, it's not that they don't care about you or me or whats going on, its that they're just not smart enough to be able to decipher the difference between a real problem and a force-faked on - like all the ones your granny comes out with.

I know its' been 5 years, and believe me there hasn't been a minute in any day where i don't think about you or try and get this disgusing situation sorted otu. Its jsut so bloody hard. I had drug tests to show i didn't smoke pot. I even offered to have them every single day so long as granny paid for them but nobody would still acknowledge that what granny was saying was nothing but dirty lies.

It's been the hardest 5 years of my life, and yoours too, unfortunately the scars for you will last alot longer because you are so you. But never forget how much i love you, and unlike granny with me, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU MICHAELA. And i will always be there for you michaela, no matter what happens or what you do. Wouldnt matter what you did, you are my beautiful little girl and i love you very much. And I always will.

YOUR GRANDMOTHER WILL ROT IN HELL FOR HER ACTIONS. MARK MY WORDS. I BELIEVE IN KARMA, that's how i live. What you send out comes back.

I love you Michaela-Lei.
Mummy

AND PS: FOR YOU LESLIE AND TRISH : "NANNA LOVES YOU TOO. VERY MUCH" GET THEM APPLES UP YA! In fact, I bet nanna would like to post a few blogs also. :[-)

Hello Leslie and Trish - ATTN ALL IDIOTS : COURT IS FRIDAY - ALL THOSE WHO DIDN'T RECEIVE NOTICES IE NANNA WERE NOT SUBPOENED. YOU FELL FOR LIES AGAIN

How dare you gutless little pigs ring me up and whinge at me because you dont have the balls to stand up for yourself to cherry macdonald. you let her now use you as a pawn to fire bullets at me. you say you love my daughter michaela. what a bloody joke. do you really think that michaela is going to give two hoots about you when she knows that you never once stood up for her or tried to help her. who gives a crap about christmas and birthday presents.

I NEVER MADE YOU HER GOD PARENTS. AND NOR WOULD I EVER. Michaelas god parents are jane and barb. They are the women who have always looked after and cared for michaela and tried to get her away from the evil claws of my sick mother.

You were only ever a strategic move - my mother making you two godparents, can't you see that. 20 years of her being a bitch to you leslie and now they ring you up to upset you and make out they're upsetting their mother and its my fault?????? Come on. Why don't you have the balls to turn around and tell them if they ever involve you mother in any kind of stressful stuff you'll tear em apart. Oh, that's right. it's easier to pass the buck and try and blame me for what they're doing rather than making them responsible..

By the way, this is my blog. And so long as what i write is the truth and without malice i am free to write what i want. If you don't like it write your own blog.

And don't you forget if your mother isn't allowed to go into the courts and say what she has to say about my mother- then when she passes on her soul will not rest in peace. And that would be your fault. She is not senile and she is not without wit so how dare you try and tell her what she can and cannot do.

Why don't you have the balls to tackle your lovely little brother and sister in law about the fact that they have been threatening to put your mother ina nursing home and go for half the inheretence that is to be left for you?????

GET SOME BALLS LESLIE.

Wake up. and dont you ever dare ring me again.

You're not god mother, you're godawful.

Your Granny SMSing Me

Hello Sweetheart, how are you today? Good I hope. I'm okay as well but still miss you very very much. Today I sold one of the baby ferrets to a lovely man who also has another baby ferret. The money will help to pay for the food they eat, and boy, they eat. They love liver and chicken and mince and lamb.
I take nanna's dinner down to her nearly every day to help save her cooking for just herself. I love doing this and she loves my cooking. Yesterday there was a spider on her arm so i am going to spray the place today for her.
Aunty Michelle tells me you will be seeing her on New Years so maybe I will call over and say hello. ha ha ha ha ha.
Granny sent me a text yesterday because she is trying to get me charged again. I guess she was hoping that i would ring her back and then she could call the police and have me locked up again. But i didn't and i will just keep the messages and show them to the judge in january so he can see that she is a big liar and just trying to stop you ever talking to me.
I love you with all my heart and will see you soon.
XXXXX Marney Mac

I'm trying to help baby. I will never stop trying.

Hello sweetheart, todays actions are making the public aware of what our first solicitors done to us. How they made me unable to help and protect you and how their greedy monetary minded actions forced our unnecessary separation.

I am going to ensure that everybody in the world knows that aubrey brown solicitors at wyong do not work to protect children. They work to make money and help children be taken away from their parents so they can make even more money.

I will do this until everybody knows and maybe darling, I will be able to save a few more innocent little beautiful kids like yourself from being taken away from the people who love you most in the world.

I love you always, and there's not a moment in the day goes past that i do not think of you.

All my love, MUMMY.

Last Sunday Of Full Moon

These are photos taken of my best friend who was violently attacked with a golf club. His head was fractured, he has bleeding on the brain and a blood clot and there are various other bruises and markings from the beating taken with the club. He is extremely luck to be alive and not a vegetable.

Ferrets For You

Hello sweetheart I hope you are doing well. I am so sorry that your nasty evil grandmother forced you to ring your nanna the other day to ask if you could go see her knowing full well that your granny was lying. She did this because she knew i was at our nanna's and she wanted to upset both nanna and me. Only a very nasty person would use you to try and hurt someone else. Do not feel guilty about having to do this because me and nanna know very well that granny made you do this. We would have loved to have seen you as well but when grandad drove past without you we knew this wasn't going to happen.

Everybody knows that your granny is very sick in the head, and don't you worry we will never stop trying to get you away from that monster. Nanna and me love you very much and are doing what we can but in the mean time, you do what you have to to survive because no matter what happens or what your grandmother forces you to do we will always love you. Always Michaela.

See you soon honey.

Love always,
Mummy and Nanna.

Beach Summer and Fun

Did You Get to See the Huge Ship at Stockton Beach?

How are you today? I thought of you this morning as i headed over the beach to have a look at the water and remember how much we used to head over the surf and take Bullet with us. Remember when we used to go snorkelling all the time out at the Rock Pool and you would just take off way out the back and I would have to come and get you becasue I was too chicken to snorkel out there myself? Tough thing you always were.

I miss doing all those things with you and i really dont do them much because it just isn't the same. I do try and go over the beach pretty much every day because as you would know it is straight out the front of our home.

It took me a long time to be able to go over the beach as well because when i did all i could do was think about you and then i would cry for how much i was missing you.

I still cry. I cry every other day and there's hardly a minute in my days that go by that you are not in my thoughts.

I love you so much Michaela,

And I always will.

Mummy xxxxxxxxxxx

Rusty's Egg Stash

For 2 weeks now I have searched the yard high and low looking for all the eggs that I know Rusty laid. Naughty chook she is - she hides her eggs and she eats all the leaves off our chilli plants. We found 16 eggs today under the rubbish heap.

Our Chookies

Here are our chookies Michaela. You would really love them, they are heaps cool. The white fluffy one is Fluffy and the black fluffy one is Nutter.

We have 5 brown girls who are called Tumbi and Umbi (because that's where we got them), Losty because she was lost before she came to us, Rusty and Tonto.

We did have the big white boy rooster but had to get him another home because he made to much noise.

As you can see by the chickens on the table they come inside anytime they feel like it by jumping in the kitchen window.
They annoy the ferrets because they steal their food but they are beautiful and give us lovely tasty eggs to eat.

Christian says Hello

I see Christian and Lisa still a fair bit and he is always asking about you. He misses you very much and cannot wait till you get home.

Christian is doing karate like you two were always going to do and he is nearly a black belt. He says that he is going to kick butt of anyone who has hurt you while you have been gone. He is getting very tall and now he also has a little brother who's name is Blake. Blake is nearly two and he loves playing with his pet chook.

You would love our chookies to Michaela. They chase us around the yard, they jump around with the ferrets and they come inside all the time when the window is open because there are now screens on the window. They're naughty chookies but they give us beautiful eggs and we love them very much. I am sure you would love them too.

Hello Miss Ninya

Remember when you were at Budgewoi School before your granny sent you to St Marys? Well do you remember when you used to talk to Sky and April and you would tell them that you did not know who took you away from your mummy but you wish they would send you home?

YOUR GRANNY DID THAT. She has lied to you and I'm sure you may know this by now. You granny is the one who told all the lies to the police and court people so they would take you away from me. Nobody did this except for your granny. If she didnt write and say all the lies she did the court and the police would have never sent you there.

Baby Ferrets Have Arrived

To My Beautiful Michaela,

This site is pretty much for your reading, so you know I am always thinking of you while your spiteful sick twisted grandmother keeps us apart. I know you are getting older and soon you will be able to tell her to drop dead and you and I will be able to get away from her control forever.

In the meantime I will keep in contact with you this way and i will post as many photos for you of our life and the life you are being denied. Remember that I will always love you and not to ever feel guilty for what awful things she has made you say and do.

Here are our new ferret babies which have been born just after your birthday three weeks ago. They are all so beautiful and now they are starting to eat food not just their mummies milk. The little ones bit my finger this morning when they smelt the chicken meat I had for them. They loved it.

I love you very much sweetheart, and I know that today you do not know this blog exists but soon you will. Love forever, Mum.

To My Beautiful Little Girl Michaela-Lei MacDonald

To my dearest darling Michaela.

Words cannot express how much i miss you and how much i will never forgive the people that helped take you away from me with their lies and deceipt, and along with the stupidity of the family law court.

I would like to let you know that my life has never been the same without you gone, and no matter what i do there is still an emptiness inside me that will never leave until you return. And believe me i will never stop fighting for you until you are returned.

What i thought i would do for you is write you this blog for you to see, and anyone else, so you can see what im doing daily and so you can feel that i am still within reach, if you are able to find me on the internet.

I know that your computer skills would be getting quite good now and as time goes by you will find your way around the net easier and maybe come across this site. Otherwise maybe somebody that knows and cares about you may come across this and tell you about it.

OBviously this will be none of your family becauase they are nothing but arseholes and for what it's worth I will start putting some of the affidavits of that are full of their lies about you and me to show you and the world what we have been through the last three years.

Apparently its agains the law for me to publish these affidavits, but as i understand they are written about me and you and therefore it is my decision. Besides that what are they going to do? Take you away from me? Oh shit they already done that. I guess this means i have nothing left to lose anyhow. So why not get this stuff out into the open because believe me I have searched every avenue to try and get you home and to no avail.

I want you to know now that I love you, I have always love you, and I will love you forever. You are never out of my heart of my mind and not a day goes by where i do not have constant thoughts of you and an aching sadness in my heart.

I love you forever and I know that I have said this before sweetheart,
BUT IT WILL ALL BE OKAY.

Love always,

Mummy

XXXXX

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The Beginning of my Big BLog
Okay. Well some people might think that my blog is kind of lame but i don't care. Im of the understanding that your blog is to express what you think about things, life, etc so this is mine. Maybe you will just think im a retard, or maybe you will know of other people in the same situation whom are going through the same shit as me.
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